does she know?

aw. freaking tired today.
slept around 7am yesterday..
and crawled up at 1pm.
*yawns*

last night she* insisted we talk online.
oh well. can't really talk too.
she* went offline after a while.

pretty good too.
i said everything i wanna say thru msn.
hope she* is using msn live and that the msgs
will get to her* when she* goes online again.

i think i'm overstaying my welcome
with my friends.
maybe i should handle my own affairs.

anw i think this whole episode has changed me.
for better for worse? i have no idea.
but whatever that doesn't kill u is supposed to make u..
stronger?

putting on a brave front still.
keep it that way thom. u'll make it.