here we go again

i got my military driving permit ytd. xD

now can drive army class 3 vehicles..
passed all four tests first attempt!
lol. i feel like a genius. =x

anw we had some islandwide driving today.

its insane.
imagine doing 50km/h on an expressway.
for an entire day...

motion sickness by the time i left.

one more week of stay out..
den its back to the *#&@^ life at camp.

maybe thats why i'm keep humming the song
'1973' by james blunt.

.. esp the 'here we go again' part.. lol.

i realized sth very SHOCKING today..



i see a big big link in a big big thing.
and i feel so retarded.

how could i not notice la.
no wonder they all became like that..

我以为一切都还像往日一样
却发现一切都已变得好陌生
无知觉中已跌入你们的陷阱

now i see some light. =)

lol ok i nvr say wad i realized.
but now not the right time anw

hope tmr goes on peacefully...
and that i can stop thinking so much.

go for a short lesson tmr..
and play BF2 with deng after that.

hope the plan works out. *prays*