different

life feels so different lately.

met yq last night for pool + coffee at bugis.
fusion pool the counter girl.. damn hot.

very distracting. =x

went out with my parents today for lunch..
had dim sum at ding tai fung @ raffles city.

lately.. they are the ones asking me go out. =/

my life feels very unreal.
unreal feelings. unreal expectations.

i feel like i've just fell into a.. endless pit.

anw i'm going for my medical tmr.
they're gonna say a bunch of rubbish again.

and i'm still going to be sick.

not that they can really do anything.

physically + mentally + emotionally ill.

praying for some kind of 解脱
please let me free..