the not so silent reverie

okay. i admit i'm getting totally emo.
i might be wallowing in self pity.
i dun know and honestly i dun really care.

do i still love her*?

actually i have no idea too.
but just the cruel reminder of the past two nights
that she's with another guy.
and spent the night with him..

so breaks everything inside.

supposed to meet again tonight
at lu bar with ning and keong to finish our btl.

now i'm kinda feeling i don't really wanna go.
don't wanna put myself through the torment
the past two nights have brought.

anw mum is coming back from china today.

gg with my platoon to mos today.
but given they're "always" so on..
the chances i'm going to get flown on SIA
seems pretty high.

anw tonight got the onefive million celebration
at smoove.
going to be so damn packed.

lol. mos is so happening lately.
yesterday was tertiary fling.
today is onefive million celeb.
probably convince the guys go zouk.

still.. feeling heartbroken.