more than meets the eye

pretty sian day.
jamie accompanied me thru today by chatting
with me.
thank u so much. =)

my mum came back from china
with lots of gifts for her*
had no choice but to tell mum we broke up.
then she got so upset and depressed.
i'm sorry mum.

went out around 7 plus to meet c at bugis.
had dinner at this turkish restaurant with caleb, gerald & tang.
den we went to watch Transformers.
it is a really really good show.. though a bit more guy.
for those contemplating..
i recommend u watch it.

after the movie went to this dessert shop and had some
rock sugar white fungus with papaya thingy..
pretty good.
there was a fight opposite the road..
some couple and a third party. sounds so like my situation.

and sorry guys. i know i was physically present but
was like.. more focused on my call. =x

yq and calvin came to meet us after that.
lol. everybody knows everybody.
all six of us were from sispec.
so we chatted by the roadside for a while..
den the three of em left. left me, yq and calvin.

den we went in search of an atm.
but gave up after a while..
went to sit at a coffeeshop and chatted.

coffeeshop 1 closing, so we went to
coffeeshop 2 and continued chatting.
haha.. mostly about army and girls.

finally 3 plus got tired
and calvin drove me and yq home..

anw was supposed to meet her*, ning and keong today
for a drink at lu bar to finish our martell..
but ended up she* met him. so no point i go also.
anw ning was too tired to go also.
spoke to keong over the phone today already anw.
hope she* takes the bottle from the bar. dun waste.

i ended up sending her* a few messages.

and expected, my platoon put aeroplane
so didn't go mos.
good thing. since she* and him was arnd there.

dun wanna say too much le.
i found out a lot more about them today.
but i guess i should just leave it as it is.

give me the strength to get over her.

the not so silent reverie

okay. i admit i'm getting totally emo.
i might be wallowing in self pity.
i dun know and honestly i dun really care.

do i still love her*?

actually i have no idea too.
but just the cruel reminder of the past two nights
that she's with another guy.
and spent the night with him..

so breaks everything inside.

supposed to meet again tonight
at lu bar with ning and keong to finish our btl.

now i'm kinda feeling i don't really wanna go.
don't wanna put myself through the torment
the past two nights have brought.

anw mum is coming back from china today.

gg with my platoon to mos today.
but given they're "always" so on..
the chances i'm going to get flown on SIA
seems pretty high.

anw tonight got the onefive million celebration
at smoove.
going to be so damn packed.

lol. mos is so happening lately.
yesterday was tertiary fling.
today is onefive million celeb.
probably convince the guys go zouk.

still.. feeling heartbroken.

those who stood by me

been feeling down.
thank u to the so many of u who listened to me.
who stood by me.

surprisingly sometimes.. the best person u can talk to
about a failed relationship
happens to be your ex.

soccer today was cancelled.. thanks to my
zuper participative platoon mates.

anw i did something stupid today again.
went to meet her* after work..
she* lost her debit card.
had to call the bank and all..
sent her* to school.
no idea why i'm still doing stuff like that.

after that went to ps..
met jamie and bren..
saw shiqi on the way there. haha.
waited for jm to finish her shopping
den went to eat kfc. my usual craving. =p

after that we went to tcc @ atrium.
had wedges and drinks. their drinks are pretty good!

jamie was nt feeling well so we all went hm.
anw.. to mz, zivx and jamie, get well soon. =)

on msn later.. found out mao* was spending
the nite at his place.
nothing wrong since their tgt now..

but i still just got zuper upset.

runaway kitten

sometimes.. there's only so much we can do.
i wish many things happened differently..

flames to dust..
lovers to friends..
why must all good things come to an end..

anw. mao* left me for another guy.
well that guy seems to be more suitable
for her. treats her well and all.

feeling sad. but doesn't make any difference.

even tho she's* wif the new guy nw..
we still met up for supper.

picked her up from school..
shared a mudpie at coffee club holland village.
after eating decided to go zouk for mambo.
enjoyable experience.. tho it was like zuper crowded.

then that guy came and wanted to borrow some cash..
so she* went to the atm.. paid his cab fare and then..
he went mambo with her*

i disappeared. *heartbreak*

my little reverie

was building my own blog application,
but due to time, laziness and procrastination..

i'm back on blogspot.

at least its somewhere to say what i wanna say.
hope to get a theme soon tho..

till then. cheers. =)