hoping for a sweet weekend

i'm out! lol. early hor?

this morning i went for physiotherapy.
i took 963 from camp.. *&!@#&(@..
crowded + aircon spoil + carry big bag.
duuu laaaannn..

anw it has been a fun but busy week..
but managed to read some books still.

dead secret by beverly connor
is really not bad.. quite intriguing.

was outfield training on wednesday..
i saw jek! our long lost classmate. haha.

actually i wasn't sure it was him.
but his pattern quite like ar. so i just try.

my face look like watermelon (from camouflage)
he cannot recognise me also.. wahaha.

anw just hoping for a sweet and fun weekend.
hopefully... *prays hard*

ministry of sound

saturdays.. are just so so fun now.
hope they keep getting better..

went for coffee wif mum and dad today..
with their friends and some associates.

chatted and dined at amara hotel...
penang fried kway teow. so-so only ar.

at night was on government service.
work on a sat night at ministry of sound.
=p

together with jj, clay, hermy, jul and kok
went to this place down orchard called..
cuscaden patio.

had a barrel of beer (4 jugs) at $55.
pretty affordable.

me, kok and clay already schemed..
to trick the rest into going to mos after dat.
lol. *evil*

anw jul was in berms.
but the door bitch was in a good mood.
move bitch.. get out the way..

got chopped and off we went to macs..
for a late dinner. den... as always..

bought king roberts and sat at the bridge..
drink drank drunk.
and tonight we did 2 bottles instead of 1.

the crowd at smoove was quite decent.

haha. it was fabulous.
like finding our hell gates open once again.

i loved the night man. so much fun.

here goes the clubbing pandora box.. again.

oh and the hospital letter finally came. yay!
and i'm cutting down my pills.

thats quite alot of positivity today. +++

lil gardener

planted some pink flowers today..
for the pink rabbit. =p

family friday

its been a wonderful friday. lol.
still have to take pills.. but nevertheless!

got up around 1 plus in the afternoon..
dad told me mum's got half day leave.

got up and went wif them to ica..
collected their new passports..
and ate some disgusting food at the cafeteria.
tastes really sucky.

after that went to city hall (again).. lol.

company mum to shop for a coat...
lol. but couldn't see one she likes.

went to shoot pool with dad while mum..
er. tou tou went shopping elsewhere.

when we ended our game and found her..
she already chalked up $200+ of shopping.
nice one la. =p
walk around.. had dinner and go home!

at night met aa for.. *fill in the blank*
short but sweet meeting. =p
hope u're enjoying urself now anw.

two more days to the end of our..

happy competition. lol.

anw.. really enjoyed myself today!

and its quite fruitful too..
i finally washed up my clothes. =x

hope the weekend will be fun.

=)

reminiscence

this week past quite quickly in camp.

went for my medical on monday.
as expected.

the doc says i need another mri.
of my brain. for what?
to check whether i have a brain at all?

she prescribed me panadine again.
i counted. 110 tablets.. nice.

and those tabs.. can cover me for about..
a little more den 2 weeks.

thats how much pills i've been taking.
maybe thats why i feel dead.

anyway.. i was pretty free this week.
so had the chance to go thru some books.

this week i read..

point blank by catherine coulter
she's one of my all time fav author.

tuesdays with morrie by mitch albom.
inspirational. really. esp with my illness.

36 business art of war strategems.
sun tzu's art of war revisited.

and most exciting of all...
i glanced this extreme book called..

armed gunmen, true facts and other
ridiculous nonsense.

lol. i kept laughing through it. its incredible.
let me share some snippets from it..

armed gunmen
- are there unarmed gunmen?

true facts
- can there be false facts?

missing gaps
- gaps that decided to go hiding.

false pretense
- the opposite of true pretense

advanced warning
- the warning before the warning

violent war
- gentle war's evil twin sister.

lol. i dunno la. its just so stupid..
i burst out laughing.

maybe the doc was right about me needing
the brain mri scan. haha.

anyway... lemme share wif u guys..
something about happenings in my camp.

almost every night in camp..
the canteen jie jie will come up to our level..
and set up a mini store selling food and drinks.

burgers, crab claws, fish & chips, fried rice..

and everytime she comes..
the first person to see will yell "jie jie!!".
and there will be a mad rush to buy the food.

eating the food.. actually lifts our spirits.
strangely providing encouragement.
maybe its a relief from army food.. but...

everytime i see this scene...
i can't help but remember my childhood.

staying at my late gma's bungalow
along serangoon garden way...

there would be this uncle...
who would come in a bicycle-pushcart...
he sold noodles...
and the other uncle.. who sold ice cream.

each time me and my cousins heard them coming..
our eyes will inevitably light up.

and we will pick coins from a little plastic cup...
rush out.. shouting at the top of our lungs.
worried the uncle will miss us and cycle off.

noodles were a bare 70 cents.
ice creams went at 30 and 50 cents.

those were the days.
now.. me and my cousins just occasionally..
chat thru msn. even then.. rarely.

noodles now cost $2.
ice creams go for a dollar.
and push cart stalls are no longer seen.

except for commercialized ones..
that sell ice cream at orchard and mrt stations.

so imagine my surprise...
when i moved into geylang 2 years ago.

and there is actually an ice cream uncle..
who rings the traditional bell...
in our housing estate.
catering to the residents here.. and all.

an ice cream here costs 80 cents.

not that it matters.
its just for the memories.

beautiful reminiscence.

different

life feels so different lately.

met yq last night for pool + coffee at bugis.
fusion pool the counter girl.. damn hot.

very distracting. =x

went out with my parents today for lunch..
had dim sum at ding tai fung @ raffles city.

lately.. they are the ones asking me go out. =/

my life feels very unreal.
unreal feelings. unreal expectations.

i feel like i've just fell into a.. endless pit.

anw i'm going for my medical tmr.
they're gonna say a bunch of rubbish again.

and i'm still going to be sick.

not that they can really do anything.

physically + mentally + emotionally ill.

praying for some kind of 解脱
please let me free..

一人一半，感情不散

hokkien lyrics
credits to lennel

一人一半，感情不散
一人一素故，感情才会久

一款一邊 感情哪會痺
一人一嘴 永遠不會分開

一款的人 一款的夢
為怎樣傷得阮這麼重
為你思念 為你惆悵
你才會狠心放阮一人

越想越亂 越想越夢
為著你心茫茫心沉重
你有所想 你有所夢
你可會當阮是你的人

一人一半 感情不會散
一人一嘴 永遠不會分開

listen online
hokkien (881) version here
chinese version here

my memories - 10 songs

a list of 10 songs....
etched into my memory.
by some of the most significant ppl
in my life.

everytime i heard these songs.. hmm.

1) s club 7 - never had a dream come true

2) sandy - 至少还有你

3) cyndi lauper - time after time

4) tank - 非你莫属

5) angela zhang - journey

6) evanescence - my immortal

7) frente - bizzare love triangle

8) youme - byul

9) nine days - absolutely story of a girl

10) jackie + kim - endless love

inevitable changes

made it thru the week! lol.
camp become super regimental..
like bmt all over again. sians!

cannot say too much ar.
restricted! =p

anw i'm falling really sick lately.
hmm. really wonder wads wrong.

feel like.. i'm in another world?
aching in odd places.
has already been 3 weeks. =(

anw! i have a special feeling today..
i wanna wish everyone good luck!

good luck for.. everything! lol.
studies, work, exams, driving tests..

take care folks. =)

sibeh 爽

had one of the greatest weekends
in a long long time. lol.

thursday

went discovery ctr with my camp
den went for an uber long nights out

played winning 11 at xiao bai's place..
den makan and shoot pool at lot 1
wif ah hao. shiok shiok eh!

friday

book out morning after ippt..
sleep and slack off..

went for a neck "tui-na" after lunch..
den visited gma and aunt in the evening.

den went wif dad to georges for a drink.
its still one of the nicest pubs ever.

me + dad shared a bottle plus of martell..
got pretty much mentally wasted.

shot a little pool and made two new friends.
reached home at my sober-limit. shiok.

saturday

got up late thanks to the hangover.
went to buy mooncakes (finally!) at vivo..
this year i bought bakerzin ones..
8 small unique snow skins for $34..

brandied cherry, whisky, rum and raisin..
sinful confectionery! lol.
one box for us and one for gma..

and got a box of traditional lotus yolk ones
from goodwood park as a visiting gift..

met mz and jj for ktv therapy.
went to kbox cineleisure.. haha.
its an expensive indulgence.

but still.. sibeh shiok. xD