absence

i visited the place where we last met.
nothing was changed, the gardens were well-tended,
the fountains sprayed their usual steady jet;
there was no sign that anything had ended
and nothing to instruct me to forget.

the thoughtless birds that shook out of the trees,
singing an ecstasy i could not share,
played cunning in my thoughts. surely in these
pleasures there could not be a pain to bear
or any discord shake the level breeze.

it was because the place was just the same
that made your absence seem a savage force,
for under all the gentleness there came
an earthquake tremor: fountain, birds and grass
were shaken by my thinking of your name.

~ elizabeth jennings

sundaysuppermadness

i just ordered macs.
woo hoo!

calorie stuffer, here we go.

bmt = basic mugger training

i'm going mad! =x

my life has turned upside down -
many thanks to the endless assignments.

sleep, which is so so so precious to me,
is now an even more scarce and sacred affair.

smugging (smu + mugging) takes more time
than the actual class do, which is alot.

okay i guess my next 4 years of posts
will comprise mainly of this,
so to save some attention for my future rants,

some updates..

i've done this very funny video thing.
i'll post the youtube link when i'm done with it.

i've gone for dinner at outback steakhouse
and bakerzin with el - pics on facebook.

i've been doing this community environment project
with a vey cool group of people - pics on facebook.

i'm attending some really funky
valyrian thinking workshop.

i have some very amazing friends in school.

i miss my poly friends..
for now, especially missing clay and jamie.

i wish i could spend more time with my folks,
but even when i'm home, i'm typing away on sth.

i want to spend more time at church
and with my church friends.

i want to have more determination to pray,
to exercise, to eat less and spend less.

i've just bought a bluetooth mouse.

i'm going to learn french soon.

i feel like i should put more pictures,
and less words in this post, but i'm lazy.

i <3 procrastinating.

is this for real?

somehow i'm convinced i'm really sick.

maybe i am, maybe its just what i call
school syndrome.

sometimes i feel.. strange.
i just can't seem to breathe right.

other times..
i feel my heart pumping.. wrong.

u know, that weird, scary feeling
when ur heart is like acting up on you?

hmmm.. lets hope its just stress.

overwhelming

i'm just too busy and/or lazy to blog.
but here's a quick summary.

work. work. work. work. work. work.
work. work. work. work. work. work.
work. work. work. work. work. work.
work. work. work. work. work. work.

and it goes on and on.

in other things..

the good thing 1
i've caught wall.e and meet dave.
both were not bad..

good thing 2
there was this night that
i spent with nit, gang & shu at timbre,
eating, drinking and in idle banter.

good thing 3
i had a crazy time at freshmen bash xD!

really terrible thing
i'm going back to school on sundays.

the random thing
church is just so fun.

the most important thing
my parents have been baptised. =)

thats all i've got enough will to say,
for everything else, there's facebook.

reverie's facebook