the *secret* project

went out today with nicky woo..
the poor bastard kenna bully by me.
lol. =x

and we ate subway again.
den we went shopping.. for my..
TOP SECRET project.

he got this sales mgmt paper tmr
taught by carrot yao (ruo-buo-yao)
robert yao. so confirm fail anyway.
no difference he dun study. =p

the mischevious ah mao was zonked
never answer my call..
so me + nicky woo search high and low
for the special classified elements
essential to the SECRET project.

after a tedious search
in singapore town..
on foot, on bus and on train..

plus a trip to the arcade,
some popcorn chicken
a super bitter liang teh
and mighty 3 hours later..

we finally found the precious precious
SECRET.

and the auntie was so dubious
of our identities..
she needed $18 bucks of bribes
to hand us the SECRET.

now i am the proud owner..
of the highly SECRET thing.
and i shall bring in with me..
back to camp..
where under heavy guard..

i shall commence..
the most ambitious, massive..
and highly secretive..
TOP SECRET project..

and conquer.. the world!

thanks nicky woo
for the company.
but you know too much.

i have to exile you to shanghai
to serve at the shangri-la..
where u can tell nobody.
muhahahahha

(pls enjoy ur attachment there)
(take care and buy me presents)
(see u next february)

=x

life thus far..

last sunday

met aa for lunch at ps.
pastamania. lols.
ur appetite is so small man.

went to slack at this secret place
at the atrium plaza
and watch the world go by..

finally got my flip flops
from flash n splash heeren
lol. at long last.

monday - thursday

in camp.. still feeling sick tho.
it was a great week in camp..
although feeling sick made it..
less than enjoyable.

friday

off day! lol.
thanks aa for accompanying me
go down to smu..
paid my application fees and stuff

we were approached by this guy
who wanted to do some interview
plus video. omg. i was.. so nasty.
but i mean... obviously nuuuu!

den in the spur of the moment
we decided to go to vivocity. lol.

vivo was so crowded. =/
ended up we went for dinner at
harbourfront instead... subway!
lol. my fav fast food.

after dat wanted to sentosa
watch songs of the sea.. but...
reach beach station a lil too late.

so off we went.. walking along
the beach.. all the way till siloso
den caught the beach tram back.
good way to destress.

on the tram back.. the fireworks
from songs of the sea.. boom!
lol. we had a perfect view.
all while sitting in the tram. haha.

we went along merlion walk..
(aka big big wishing well)
and did lots of crazy stuff.
i will never forget that hiding thing.
and the little square cubes. LOL. =p

not to mention..
watching the world go by
and realize we became.. photo models.
wahahah. =x

went to imbiah lookout
enjoy the view. we found this little spot
where u can see the city and the wharf
and its breezy and all. nice nice..

after dat we got kinda lost
finding our way back to the skytrain.
lol. and found.. another wishing fountain.
xD

went back to vivo to catch our show..
881.
its a show i swear by.
u should REALLY watch it.
its like a musical. oh boy.

thanks aa for the night and the movie
and sorry about making u..
lol. zonk out. =p

saturday

did nothing today
and stupidity reigned...

there are 5 levels of stupidity
daft. dumb. peabrain. idiot..
and at the highest end..
GOD FORBID STUPID.

i was at the peak of the stupidity
ladder today.

i said stuff i shuldn't have said
and didn't say things i shuld have said.

sorry...
can u actually say sorry
for something like that?

i duno.

upcoming

nothing much to anticipate now..
booking in tmr.
and den.. i won't be out till sept.

sorry gonna miss ur bdae aa. =/
wish u happy bdae in advance!

emo kbox

rested at home most part of friday..
den went to city hall to meet aa.
went to sing kbox! lol.

has been such a long time.
we ended up kinda emo-ing.
those song lyrics just so.. "pei" us.

and the room was so freaking cold.
we became two frozen ducks. haha.

wanted to catch rush hour 3 aft dat.
but the next slot was way too late..

ended up we went to esplanade park.
and anderson bridge
oh well. dunno whether to say..
sweet memories or.. *sigh*

thanks aa for the kbox and company..
i really enjoyed myself. =)

this morning got up.
felt kinda crappy. stuffy and all..
that dreaded feeling is back.

i got a family dinner..
and a class gathering tonight.
but i'm not in the mood to go.

supposed to meet nick for the
launch party at civic plaza too..
sorry dude.

hai.. sorry folks.
i really dun mean it like that.

i need to go somewhere quiet.
take some time off.
shall get out of the house now.

fucked up

i had the most screwed up week.
starting tueday.

all i can think of is fucked up
fucked up, and fucked up.

thank god i'm not allowed to blog
else this post will almost never end.

the shit i went thru was incredible.
and i don't think its ending soon.

thanks for letting me rant at u.
and thanks to my platoon mates..
for the support and encouragement..
without which we'll all be so fucked.

the simpsons!

the week in camp was uneventful.
monday went for shooting range..
realized my eyesight quite jialat.
night shoot was a total bobo
cause the targets were totally blur.
got fucked like mad. =/

the rest of the days.. just busy..
preparing stuff.
went back to signals hq at stagmont..
those memorable days at institute. haha.
half day leave on friday.. company mum.

friday night went to watch simpsons
with aa at tampines mall.. lol.
tho i never watched the tv series..
the movie was pretty good. haha.
i wuld recommend it.

saturday went back to ngeeann help
bren with his project. lol.
i spent my saturday in school! wails..
thnks aa for accompanying me to skool.
canteen 1 jap set 9.. memorable. lol.

aft that me, bren, clay and hermy met
at orchard.. did some window shopping..
and ate at this north indian restaurant
called chutneys at food republic wisma.

the wraps were not bad..
but ah bren's salted lassi.. LOL. disaster.
and they got this $20 minimum spending
rule.. dumb.
and bren kept playing with his tamagochi.
-.-

i'm so looking forward to kbox and shopping..
after payday next week.
and next week is national day holidays! yay!
=p

i'm up super early today can..
done all the housework and packed my stuff.
think i will go sentosa for a walk today.
tata~

简单的祝福

to true friends..
who stood by me.

我感到安慰..因为
在我伤心失落的时刻
你紧牵着我的手
在我感到绝望的时刻
你不断鼓励着我

我感到幸福..因为
不论我做出什么选择
你也从不怀疑我
不论路途怎么的艰难
你也从不遗弃我

我感到快乐..因为
在我自己失去方向时
你引导带领着我
在我开心兴奋的时候
你和我共同分享

我感到温暖..因为
当我感到世界冷漠时
你紧紧拥抱着我
在我深夜寂寞孤单时
你默默陪伴着我

你无条件的关怀
你所付出的一切
我非常非常感激

希望我们的友情
会持续到forever
永远不散

約定

歌手 周蕙

遠處的鐘聲回湯在雨裡
我們在屋檐底下牽手聽
幻想教堂裡頭那場婚禮
是為祝福我倆而舉行

一路從泥濘走到了美景
習慣在彼此眼中找勇氣
累到無力總會想吻你
才能忘了情路艱辛

你我約定難過的往事不許提
也答應永遠都不讓對方擔心
要做快樂的自己　照顧自己
就算某天一個人孤寂

你我約定一爭吵很快要喊停
也說好沒有秘密彼此很透明
我會好好的愛你　傻傻愛你
不去計較公平不公平

我會好好的愛你　傻傻愛你
不去計較公平不公平

the reverie

the sky was quiet
fluffs of thick white clouds
held out the sun
a cotton field in the sky

the ledge felt cool
a perfect view at 24 storeys
looking so serene
so ordinary and so peaceful

the light breeze
brushing skin and hair
tickling caressing
now the sounds grew distinct

a baby wailing
an elderly couple laughing
a passing car
the chattering of mahjong tiles

a smile
a silent chuckle
and the eyes closed
the leap

the journey down
seemed like eternity
the wind
like a futile resistance

a sickening crack
the pavement rough
and cold
like this cruel world

splitting pain
palpitating shaking
but still all smiles
the flame extinguished

and a lifeless body
in a pool of crimson
like a carnation
among a bed of roses

such calm
oblivious to the commotion
tranquility
at last